I can't believe how hot I feel. Its going to be unbearably hot here later. Most people would be glad to see the sun. I have to much work to do to enjoy it. Too much gardening, washing, cleaning, and living in pain to enjoy it. Sometimes it doesn't feel worth worrying about. My husband doesn't care about any of that stuff so why should I? He has the right idea. Ignore it and pretend the problem isn't there. The trouble is everything is piled up so its unbearable now. Actually this time he is helping with the gardening as I can't manage on my own anymore. Slowing down gradually being able to do even less than I did before. Other people think y